Friday, November 30, 2012

The Pain



If holding breathe could eliminate pain
give me strength to hold it until the end of time
otherwise
help me to escape from those unfamiliar painfulness 
and give me strength to breathe freely

Please raise me up but not sink me into the dark

It's not easy to handle bitterness and helplessness after all. it's not just about swallow it or spit it out most of the time...

The Solution?



 《 吃苦 》

活着就是會吃到苦。
如果味道實在太苦, 那就趕快吐掉, 然後去漱口。
如果是吐不掉的, 非吞下去不可的苦, 那就趕快吞下去。

不管是要吐掉, 還是要吞下, 反正就是不要把苦含在嘴巴里, 細細咀嚼。

苦味存在, 是為了幫助我們下次趨吉避凶, 不是每餐拿來給我們下飯的 。

—— 蔡康永

Monday, October 29, 2012

伤。悲


感觉上
就像是一个被判了死刑的囚犯
然后被无罪释放

承受着那些难受的目光
却彼此装作若无其事

心 就这样难以坦然
也许 就这样 永远了。。。

Monday, October 22, 2012

Monday, August 6, 2012

其实我哭的原因

是被你的爱感动  而不是其他

谢谢你爱我。

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Just another...dream ~

梦见... 在一间店里的柜台 被人抢了现在常用的紫色Couch's handbag
曾企图和那贼抢回 然后被他很凶恶的怒瞪然后很用力的抢走了


很害怕那种感觉。 和那次被抢的感觉一样。
这几天下来都很害怕和特别小心。深怕不好的事情会发生。。。
参考了梦字典,也许那代表别的意思吧。


每个女人都想被人在乎吧。 为什么有时候和别人做着同一件事, 得到的对待却可以如此不同?一直都有这种感觉, 也一直压抑着, 一直告诉自己那不是事实。甚至宁可相信那是自己的任性想法。直到那天的事情,及老公不经意的说了一些话, 一些我不太想它是事实的事实。我才明白, 原来,旁人也看得出来。 无论如何,我只能努力的不去介意。因为我不可以, 不能,也没资格责怪。而我能做的,只有努力忽略。


Robbery
To dream that you have been robbed indicates that you are experiencing an identity crisis or are suffering from some sort of loss in your life. Alternatively, the dream means that someone has stolen your success or has taken credit for something you did. Perhaps you feel that you have been treated unfairly.


梦见被抢劫的是金钱:暗示是在提醒你要节约开支
梦见被抢劫:预示着会意外得到收获,是吉兆。
梦见你被抢劫,你和强盗搏斗:预示能交上忠实可靠的新朋友。
梦见被抢掉了钱财:预示你有小小的财运到来。

Thursday, April 26, 2012

小闲事~

连续两天的烘焙失败 让我好有挫败感。。。@_@
不过我想我知道那里出错。 加油!

我想说, 就算是高手也会有失败的时候。人在失败的时候, 真的不想再听那些让人更沮丧的话, 如果说不出安慰的话,请不要攻击,不如沉默吧。:)

小小的感动就是Dar不管什么时候都那么捧场。失败的蛋糕他还说好吃,不管别人的嘲笑。。。还说到好像别人不懂得欣赏好的东西那样。谢谢你哦。

不喜欢记录不好的东西,所以没有拍照。蛋糕是可以吃的,全熟,不过中间有些部分是空的,所以蛋糕卖相不好。应该是搅拌太久效泡了。

教训:以后要尝试新的东西前,多多参考不同的食谱!  

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

A memorable baking experience

It was a memorable baking experience. Firstly, the microwave was stopped functioning right in the middle of baking and I found that the switch used for microwave oven was malfunction. I was alone at home and have no idea where was mum kept the extension. I couldn't find it at any place that I could thought of, so I called her. And finally, I managed to get the extension and continue the baking. It was stopped for around 10 minutes, it did sink a little. Fortunately, the cake turned out not so bad at last...

After spread the filling, rolled the cake, captured photo of the cake, I felt dizzy. I thought the weather was hot and I was too nervously rushing here and there just now. I sat down and thought to have a rest but I saw my tea's cup was shaking badly and the table were shaking too. It must be tremor after the Earthquake somewhere! To confirm, I quickly buzzed my friend who were online at Skype. They told me I was right, they were asked to evacuated from the office building too. (Although it was Pubic Holiday, some people still need to work as usual, like my husby and friend.)

I felt very bad that I was alone at that time. I hate the feeling like this, when there's something happen and you have to faced it alone. I am not that independent after all.

Anyhow, Tsunami warning was cancelled. We should be safe. God bless.


Here's the product...The Swiss Roll tasted not bad at all, here are 8 pieces, I got all 8 votes. ^^ Of course, there's still room for improvement.


Cocoa Peanut Butter Swiss Roll ~ 


Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Baking is fun ~

好浪漫的蛋糕哦!
~欧蕾杯子蛋糕~
~Cafe Au Lait Cupcake~

A simple lunch ~



喜欢看你吃得很满足的样子
好想再把你养胖些 (¬‿¬)

Monday, April 9, 2012

Almond Pastry



My version of Almond Pastry. (Receipt from Christine ~ Almond Pastry )

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Happy Anniversary ❤ 318

This is a delayed post...

Happy Anniversary to us on 18 March 2012 ≧^◡^≦

Thanks for the lovely white gold bracelet, the romantic dinner and your effort to make every little things happened on that night. It was memorable. Heart you.




Wednesday, March 14, 2012

♥ Chocolate of Love ♥



















He loves Mint, l heart Dark Chocolate...


















Let's Draw Something... ≧^◡^≦

感觉到长智慧牙地方牙龈酸酸的, 自觉可能是睡姿的问题, 换了个姿势, 但那牙齿好像松松的, 会动用食指弄一弄它, 想确定一下是不是错觉, 啊! 它真的掉了出来!呜!:(

拿给妈妈看, 妈说:为什么你的牙齿是紫色的, 透明的, 像玻璃一样? 
啊? 为什么?
(睡觉时牙齿脱落的背景是我家,dear睡在身边, 醒来问妈妈的背景却是在妈家 :S)
早上醒来还感觉酸酸痛痛的, 告诉dear那个梦...
他说:那喝多点水,等下我们喝'凉水', ok?   (~_~;) 那。是。梦! 还有什么凉水? 冲凉水吗?真是哭笑不得。
纳闷中。。。

我习惯分析我的梦:
 
http://www.dreamdictionary.org/common/teeth-dreams/
Losing Your Teeth:

Where did my teeth go?  Losing our teeth in our dreams are not only odd but scary once you have experienced one.  You should have nothing to worry about because this is such a common dream that we experience at least once in our lives.  Did you know that its the most comment dream that is searched online!  It is very important to know all the little details in your dream even your mood.  Losing our teeth is usually brought on by stress and anxiety in our lives though its important to find out where it is coming from so you can fix it. Below we listed all the possibilities for the reasons you are having this dream.

*Attachment Issues (trying to hold on to something)
*Fear of letting go to something that was part of your life for a long time.
*Afraid of failing
*You dread the feeling of embarrassment
*You may feel a lack of control in your relationship
* Is it possible you set your goals to high and they are crashing down
*What are you afraid to loose
*Are you trying to cover up something
*Afraid of losing your money or the feeling of being abandoned

All of these factors may result in why you could be experiencing this dream.  Lack of confidence in anything in your life such as relationships, work, home or even with friends may bring on this dream.

Spitting Out Teeth:

Spitting out your teeth in dreams are pretty common and it generally happens to people who are older. This is an awful dream that feels very real and you don’t want to experience it again. This dream can mean that you are afraid of getting older and loosing your looks. In today’s society we fear getting old and Grey and there is a lot of emphasis on staying young, that’s why a dream like this can feel more real than anything. If your always concerned about your looks or afraid of getting old you will be getting this dream more than once in your life. Another meaning to this dream can imply that your are admitting something that you have held back for while and you expressed it in a direct manner. Some people have experienced illness in the family when they have dreams about there teeth falling out.

Analyzing Your Teeth Dreams:

Even though teeth dreams can be somewhat scary there is a message to be taught in everyone.  Dreams of this nature implies that we are not paying attention to what need to be fixed in our daily life’s and it is coming out in this form.  The dreams might continue if you sweep the issue under the rug.  Keeping a dream journal over time help you remember your dreams in more detail and will help you pin point where the problem is coming from.  The more you remember the easier it is to find the answer.

Different Perspectives On Teeth Dreams:

Teeth dreams are highly searched online right now but this is not new.  Did you know that teeth dream have been recorded thousands of years ago.  Teeth are one of the most common dream symbols out there and the most searched. People have been getting these dreams for thousand of years and can be dated back for as long as we are able to remember our dreams. In the Greek culture  dreaming about teeth or loosing your teeth suggests somebody in your family will be sick or somebody close to you. The Chinese say that when your teeth fall out means your telling lies and being deceitful. Long ago it has been said that teeth falling out represents money and financial loss. The question is what do you think?


http://sueb.hubpages.com/hub/Dreaming-of-Colors-A-Dream-Dictionary-of-Colors
Dreaming of Purple
 
Purple tends to mean devotion, loving kindness, compassion, and healing abilities.  In contrast, purple can also mean royalty, richness, highest rank, social power, and elitism.
 
Peep purple tends to represent mystery.  Psychologically, this color could mean the dreamer is beginning to have awareness of an undiscovered dimension of self.
 
Violet is a shade of purple that can have a more spiritual meaning.  It tends to still be associated with affection, charm, intimacy but is also associated with intuition, spirituality, religious aspirations, peace and spiritual cleansing.
 
Derivatives of purple- indigo and violet- are associated with the sixth and seventh chakras located at the “third eye” and crown respectively.  The sixth chakra is associated with intuition, spiritual abilities, seeing beyond the physical and psychic abilities.  The seventh chakra is associated with our link to spirituality or to God.  It should be noted an active seventh chakra is associated with the color white.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Happy Women's Day!
Apart from that, just wanna says....thank you for loving me, I am so blessed.  ;)

Monday, March 5, 2012

最痛的感动, 莫过于发现他默默的为你做某些事情, 而你却误解了他的好意。

当每次为你的霸道而哭
都会被你的坚持
感动
我总是把放弃说的太容易
而你却坚持得太单纯

那些拥我入眠 为我盖被的夜晚
我总是睡得特别安稳
依赖上了那种无论发生什么事 你总会在我身边的感觉

也爱上了 被你爱着的感动
和你在一起 我就是我 没有伪装的必要

你已经成功让我不可能再爱上任何人了 
你知道吗 对我来说
真的很可怕
所以才会有那么多的无理取闹
而 似乎你又懂我的致命伤 ~ 温柔的霸道
只是我的任性还是不让我大方承认 ~ 我真的很爱你
不过  我肯定  你一定懂 !

这首歌 有很多类似你告诉我的‘道理’哦~ ♥



I Won't Give Up  ~ [Jason Mraz]
when i look into your eyes
it's like watching the night sky
or a beautiful sunrise
well there's so much they hold
and just like them old stars
i see that you've come so far
to be right where you are
how old is your soul?

i won't give up on us
even if the skies get rough
i'm giving you all my love
i'm still looking up

and when you're needing your space
to do some navigating
i'll be here patiently waiting
to see what you find

'cause even the stars they burn
some even fall to the earth
we've got a lot to learn
god knows we're worth it
no, i won't give up

i don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
i'm here to stay and make the difference that i can make
our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts
we got yeah we got a lot at stake
and in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend
for us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
we had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in
i had to learn what i got, and what i'm not
and who i am

i won't give up on us
even if the skies get rough
i'm giving you all my love
i'm still looking up
i'm still looking up

i won't give up on us
god knows i'm tough, he knows
we got a lot to learn
god knows we're worth it

i won't give up on us
even if the skies get rough
i'm giving you all my love
i'm still looking up

Sunday, February 19, 2012

No matter how long the rain lasts, there will be a rainbow in the end. ~ weibo

Monday, January 9, 2012

Eternal Love

有时候
难免对爱情会有所怀疑
那些疑问常常在心里围绕
你是爱我的吗
我是幸福的吗
我们是被注定的吗
天长地久会实现吗

也许 爱情就是必须一次又一次的重新/从心爱上对方
keep falling in love with you again...
那么它才会eternal...
对吧?
也许 它就真的这样简单~